KUNDALINI AWAKENING & WHAT IS MEANING OF LIFE?

Awakening is not about energy even though it might feel like it.  It's about conscious living through the activated upper chamber of glands and consciousness ( spiritual intelligence in our being), self-refinement and deep realisation of equanimous free from conditionings space-like self-being. 

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​Everything has a meaning yet nothing has a meaning.  Life goes on and we live in the world. Our body and all we feel through it - is our world. We can't deny it, we are to learn from it, to feed it and take care of it. And this gives us the meaning to live, create and pursue it.
We are to live with the awareness that some day we are to let go of things which are no longer relevant and that everything we experience is transitory, even though if it seems as important in one moment of time and space.
We are to earn to discern and prioritise, make choices and take responsibility for them in our life. One day we are to learn to gracefully without any regret let it all go. 
We are to learn to live in this world by the rules of this world yet having realised that it's transitory.
We are to cultivate inner contentment through the experience of the awaken equanimous self-being. We are to accept through this being within what we are and have now, selflessly performing our duties and letting go of that, which suppresses us within and takes us away from the contentment..  And this is our ideas, turbulent unrefined emotions, ambitions, false ideas about life, death and spiritual evolution.  We are to notice them and realise how they effect us, and push away from contentment of self-being into extremes of the projected phenomenal reality. We are to disillusion ourselves. And this is worth of living for ever...